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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

A clandestine desire


This is a post with nothing in particular. It was just that I was feeling like writing something crappy as I had started doubting if I could really, actually write. Do I have the ability to achieve my passion?  It’s been more than 24 hours that I got to know that my secret, untold, surreptitious dream will always remain a dream. And it is heartbreaking. Longed for it for nearly 3 years and then suddenly its all BOOM!!! And I can do nothing. Tried to prove myself many a times but then might be I fell low somewhere. It feels insolent especially coz I was first approached and I felt so so so nearer to achieving it.  
 
But then, I suppose whatever happens is for good. I will wait till something good happens to me. Fingers cossed! X. I am actually pretending that I will overcome it, but the truth is it will always remain in my mind, heart and soul that I could not attain MY CLANDESTINE DESIRE. :(

2 comments:

  1. havent read all ur articles but all of it after 14th feb.
    i am a big fan of urs.
    love ur articles.
    just dont think u r alone.
    this fan of urs will always be with u till the last breath.

    something realy great is waiting for u in futre.
    Never give up.
    all the best.

    yrs loving fan.

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  2. well waiting to knw wat dat desire is.... n am glad ur loving fan is there... dntcha wrry ur evry desire willl b fullfilled... <<<<>>>>

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