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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

A clandestine desire


This is a post with nothing in particular. It was just that I was feeling like writing something crappy as I had started doubting if I could really, actually write. Do I have the ability to achieve my passion?  It’s been more than 24 hours that I got to know that my secret, untold, surreptitious dream will always remain a dream. And it is heartbreaking. Longed for it for nearly 3 years and then suddenly its all BOOM!!! And I can do nothing. Tried to prove myself many a times but then might be I fell low somewhere. It feels insolent especially coz I was first approached and I felt so so so nearer to achieving it.  
 
But then, I suppose whatever happens is for good. I will wait till something good happens to me. Fingers cossed! X. I am actually pretending that I will overcome it, but the truth is it will always remain in my mind, heart and soul that I could not attain MY CLANDESTINE DESIRE. :(

Sunday, April 17, 2011

My psycho MUSE



Two years and seven months ago when I joined my college, I came athwart a girl who was supposedly from my neighbor hometown. And so it was evident that we would gel well. But never had I imagined that one day I would be proudly calling her my MUSE. My close friends might have already recognized the name and for others I will mention her name at the end of my rumble.


Describing her:

Emaciated. She has started taking in some food now( Thank god). Six months ago, she never had her breakfast (nor does she now), lays and cheese for lunch and dinner. She is my “mal-nutrition” pair and she imagines herself to be the ‘nutritional’ part in it (lol). 
She is insane, crazy, psycho (I have already mentioned that), barmy, nuts etcetera. Also, albeit, she is very charming, amiable, responsible, caring, affable, trustworthy, etc etcetera. Words fall short in order to describe her. 

I have met a few shopaholics (even I am one!) but none like her. She will buy anything and from everywhere once she likes it. Not only that, very recently poor Baisakhy and a few months ago Priti (both of them are my friends) have got the kind of gifts which I will not like explaining her (though, she will love describing them). I suppose (and I am sure of it) that even she doesn’t have the approximate count of the number of soles she has (she got another one today, sighs!)
Have you ever talked (no, not talked, meet) a guy once and then proposed him! Well, she has… Have you gifted your friend a birthday gift 4 months prior to the birthday date! Well, that’s what she did today. She got me a DARK PURPLE colored top for my birthday which is on 28th of June. I am sure you now agree with me that she is a psycho.
It has been almost three years that I have known her. And not a single day has passed that I have not had something new to learn from her. She is so adroit, that everyone has fallen in love (not Giri’s type) with her. She is amazing to talk to. Any situation you are in, go and talk to her. You’ll remember the talk forever. If you are happy and you talk to her, your joy will be doubled. If you are sad and you talk to her, your sadness will disappear. And if you are in some trouble and you tell her, the person who has created the problem for you is dead. She will play the role of a sister, a friend, an elder, a mother and a bodyguard (exclusively for me!) to you. There is nothing great in it, but the greatness is that she is perfect in whatever she does. Her wit and humor always seem to be the best medicine, which even the doctor would fail to prescribe. She is the one on whom I can go on and on, but its better to let a few things remain personal

I hadn’t thought of writing anything such sooner, but the way she acts and behaves I was forced to write about her today itself (she knows how procrastinate I am).

Dear AJ, these past three years would have been too tough on me if I didn’t have you as my friend. I know I am very lucky! And yes, you are my MUSE.

                      Here she is... my MUSE... my friend... A.J ... Anna Jain






Yeah! I did it :)

Hello ppl.
                Welcome to my blog.
Since a long time I had been thinking of blogging, but lazy me, sigh! Well, now that I am here, I first promise to try to be regular. I am really busy giving my blog a fresh look 'n' hope I succeed.
To start with, I am engineering student(or u can say pretending to b so!)  and I just do not have time for my books. ;) I am currently staying in Berhampur (not a quite known place), Orissa and promise to run away from here as soon as I get my degree. To speak my heart, this place has given me so much that I can never repay it back. I have got lovely, great friends and yes, I am proud and fortunate enough to get them, won't name any coz the list is very long and I am afraid to not mention even a single name.
Its Sunday today and the weather is too hot. I love doing "nothing" on Sundays. :) Wake up late and then again go back to sleep. Ah! how badly I wish each day was a Sunday. A day with no stress and no worries of the world.
Herez this song - lazy sunday by Small faces...

Yikes! I m late for lunch and I need to rush... It was lovely writing my first blog :) and I will soon be coming up with the next ramble.